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Thursday, December 4, 2008 Welcome Fanella Chan, here is your handwriting analysis. The circumstances when Fanella does express emotions include: extreme anger, extreme passion, and tremendous stress. If someone gets her mad enough to tell her off, she will not be sorry about it later. She puts a mark in her mind when someone angers her. She keeps track of these marks and when she hits that last mark she will let them know they have gone too far. She is ruled somewhat by self-interest. All her conclusions are made without outside emotional influence. She is very level-headed and will remain calm in an emergency situation. In a situation where other people might get hysterical, she has poise. Fanella will work more efficiently if given space and time to be alone. She would rather not be surrounded by people constantly. In a relationship, she will show her love by the things she does rather than by the things she says. Saying "I love you" is not a needed routine because she feels her mate should already know. The only exception to this is if she has logically concluded that it is best for her mate to hear her express her love verbally. Fanella is not subject to emotional appeals. If someone is selling a product to her, they will need to present only the facts. They should present them from a standpoint of her sound judgment. She will not be taken in by an emotional story about someone else. She will meet emergencies without getting hysterical and she will always ask "Is this best for me?" She has the best of two kinds of minds. One is the quick investigating mind. The other is the creative mind. Her mind thinks quick and rapidly in the investigative mode. She can learn quicker, investigate more, and think faster. Fanella can then switch into her low gear. When she is in the slower mode, she can be creative, remember longer and stack facts in a logical manner. She is more logical this way and can climb mental mountains with a much better grip. The right side of the page represents the future and the left side represents the past. Fanella seems a bit stuck in the middle, afraid to take action. Fanella seems to have a fear of looking bad or of crossing boundries. It will be easy to work with Fanella on a team, because Fanella will usually follow the rules. However, this desire to respect the boundries can often be construed as a lack of confidence and people will walk over Fanella if she is not careful.
Tuesday, December 2, 2008
Saturday, November 29, 2008
Friday, November 28, 2008
Tuesday, November 11, 2008
Saturday, November 8, 2008
Tuesday, November 4, 2008
Sunday, November 2, 2008
Thursday, October 30, 2008
Wednesday, October 29, 2008
A Proper Update?Alright alright. Quit your mumblings and stuff. I'm finally updating. (Yes, for a change, much less at 2am in the morning.)
pachie appeared at 1:57 AM
MIA-ed?Hi all!
Sorry that i've been MIA for quite a while...
So many things have happened... (more bad than good, contrary to popular belief that I've gotten attached without informing anybody. Sorry but no, i'm still unattached and don't even bother wondering why.)
I've gone AWOL for quite a period of time, due to personal problems as well as due to the lack of a laptop (because it gave me a BSoD problem)
Currently, I'm watching Charmed albeit being extremely tired dealing with problems and failures that were heaped on me as well as lack of sleep. LOL...
No worries, I'm alright. Thanks to support and love from everyone =)
pachie appeared at 10:05 PM
disappointmentdisappointment is a huge understatement
pachie appeared at 12:40 AM
I've done 84 out of the 132 stupid things.Do this and repost it with the title:
I've done --- out of the 132 stupid things.
Level 1
() Smoked A Cigarette (almost. crap.)
() Smoked A Cigar
(X) Kissed A Member Of The Same Sex
(X) Drank Alcohol
SO FAR: 2
Level 2
(X) Are / Been In Love
(X) Been Dumped
(X) Shoplifted
() Been Fired
(X) Been In A Fist Fight
SO FAR: 6
Level 4
(X) Had A Crush On An Older Person
(X) Skipped School
() Slept With A Co-worker
(X) Seen Someone / Something Die
SO FAR: 9
Level 5
() Had / Have A Crush On One Of Your Facebook Friends
() Been To Paris
() Been To Spain
(X) Been On A Plane
() Thrown Up From Drinking
SO FAR: 10
Level 6
(X) Eaten Sushi
() Been Snowboarding
() Met Someone BECAUSE Of Facebook
() Been in a Mosh Pit
SO FAR: 11
Level 7
() Been In An Abusive Relationship
(X) Taken Pain Killers (Medicine)
(X) Love/loved Someone Who You Cant Have
(X) Laid On Your Back And Watched Cloud Shapes Go By
() Made A Snow Angel
SO FAR: 14
Level 8
(X) Had A Tea Party
(X) Flown A Kite
(X) Built A Sand Castle
() Gone mudding (offroading)
(X) Played Dress Up
SO FAR: 18
Level 9
() Jumped Into A Pile Of Leaves
() Gone Sledging
(X) Cheated While Playing A Game
(X) Been Lonely
(X) Fallen Asleep At Work / School
SO FAR: 21
Level 10
(X) Watched The Sun Set
(X) Felt An Earthquake
() Killed A Snake
SO FAR: 23
Level 11
(X) Been Tickled
() Been Robbed / Vandalized
(X) Been cheated on
(X) Been Misunderstood
SO FAR: 26
Level 12
(X) Won A Contest
() Been Suspended From School
() Had Detention
(X) Been In A Car / Motorcycle Accident
SO FAR: 28
Level 13
() Had / Have Braces
(X) Eaten a whole pint of ice cream in one night
() Danced in the moonlight
SO FAR: 29
Level 14
(X) Hated The Way You Look
(X) Witnessed A Crime
(X) Pole Danced
(X) Questioned Your Heart
(X) Been obsessed with post-it-notes
SO FAR: 34
Level 15
(X) Squished Barefoot Through The Mud
(X) Been Lost
(X) Been To The Opposite Side Of The World
(X) Swam In The Ocean
(X) Felt Like You Were Dying
SO FAR: 39
Level 16
(X) Cried Yourself To Sleep
(X) Played Cops And Robbers
(X) Recently Colored With Crayons / Colored Pencils / Markers
(X) Sang Karaoke
(X) Paid For A Meal With Only Coins
SO FAR: 44
Level 17
(X) Done Something You Told Yourself You Wouldn't
(X) Made a Prank Phone Call
(X) Laughed Until Some Kind Of Beverage Came Out Of Your Nose
(X) Kissed In The Rain
SO FAR: 48
Level 18
() Written A Letter To Santa Claus
(X) Watched The Sun Set/ sun rise With Someone You Care/Cared About
(X) Blown Bubbles
(X) Made A Bonfire On The Beach or anywhere
SO FAR: 51
Level 19
(X) Crashed A Party
(X) Have Traveled More Than 5 Days With A Car Full Of People
(X) Gone Rollerskating / Blading
(X) Had A Wish Come True
( ) Been Humped By A Monkey
SO FAR:55
Level 20
(X) Worn Pearls
() Jumped Off A Bridge
() Swore at the teacher, in front of them
() Swam With Dolphins
SO FAR: 56
Level 22
(X) Got Your Tongue Stuck To A Pole/Freezer/ice Cube
() Kissed A Fish
(X) Worn The Opposite Sex's Clothes
(X) Sat On A Roof Top
SO FAR: 59
Level 23
(X) Screamed At The Top Of Your Lungs
() Done / Attempted A One-Handed Cartwheel
(X) Talked On The Phone For More Than 6 Hours
(X) Recently stayed up for a while talking to someone you care about
SO FAR: 62
Level 24
() Picked And Ate An Apple Right Off The Tree
() Climbed A Tree
(X) Had/Been in a tree house.
(X) Been scared to watch Scary Movies Alone
SO FAR: 64
Level 25
(X) Believed In Ghosts
() Have had More Then 30 Pairs Of Shoes
() Gone Streaking
() Visited Jail
SO FAR: 65
Level 26
(X) Played Chicken
(X) Been Pushed into a pool with all your clothes on
(X) Been Told You're Hot By A Complete Stranger
() Broken A Bone
(X) Been Easily Amused
SO FAR: 69
Level 27
() Caught A Fish Then Ate It Later
() Made A Porn Video/got asked to make one
() Caught A Butterfly
(X) Laughed So Hard You Cried
(X) Cried So Hard You Laughed
SO FAR: 71
Level 28
() Mooned/Flashed Someone
() Had Someone Moon/Flash You
(X) Cheated On A Test
(X) Forgotten Someone's Name
(X) French Braided Someones Hair
() Gone Skinny Dipping
(X) Been Kicked Out Of Your House
(X)Tried to hurt yourself
SO FAR: 76
Level 29
(X) Rode A Roller Coaster
() Went Scuba-Diving/Snorkeling
() Had A Cavity
(X) Black-Mailed Someone
(X) Been Black Mailed
SO FAR: 79
Level 31
(X) Been Used
(X) Fell Going Up The Stairs
() Licked A Cat
(X) Bitten Someone
(X) Licked Someone
SO FAR: 84
Level 32
() Been shot at/or at gunpoint
() Had sex in the rain
() Flattened someones tires
() Rode your car/truck until the gas light came on
() Got five dollars or less worth of gas
SO FAR: 84
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pachie appeared at 4:30 AM
hi people...Hiya... I know it's late. Nearly 5am in the morning (at least, when I started blogging it's 4:53am)...
Start of the year hasn't exactly been pleasant. Many things happened through the new year, be it in the norm calendar or the lunar calendar. Too many things happened.
Personally, I'm struggling with acceptance, identity crisis, displacement/replacement, insecurities on top of many other issues.
I realised that penning down that part of my life into a 6 page essay and telling several individuals at the same time, allows psychological acceptance more easily than verbal counselling with people. Perhaps, as usual, I tend to phrase things better when I type or write as opposed to verbal exchanges. Have never ever been one who's good at speaking with someone. It's different compared to memorizing a script and regurgitating or memorizing and singing the lyrics of the song or playing the song from memory. Wait. All those 3 relates to memory work. To think I have bad memory. Probably it's more of selective memory. All those in agreement, say (or tag) aye.
Many have asked why have I not been attending acappuccino pracs. Actually not many have asked, it's just the same old people who know that I'm not that irresponsible to disappear without a trace. But there are just quite a number of things that I have to deal with personally... And now that he wants Gerald to take over some duties for the quartet... To be honest, I feel worst. It makes me feel as if, I really can't do anything. =/ I mean, yes, it's out of good will that he's trying to get Gerald to help out. But... Really. It does make me feel that, I'm just not up to it and that things really do go wrong because it's my fault coz I totally suck.
Reverse psychology never does work on me. Only at certain times, it does. And only at limited times.
Never mind. Hope after these 11 mins, I'll probably be able to sleep...
pachie appeared at 4:53 AM
boredRules:
Use the FIRST letter of your name to answer each of the following questions. They have to be real...nothing made up! If the person before you had the same first initial, you must use different answers. You cannot use any word twice and you can't use your name for the boy/girl name question.
1. What is your name: Fanella Chan
2. A four Letter Word: Frog
3. A boy's Name: Francis
4. A girl's Name: Fiona
5. An occupation: Fishmonger
6. A color: Fuchsia
7. Something you'll wear: Flip-flops
9. A food: Fish nuggets
10. Something found in the bathroom: Foam
11. A place: France
12. A reason for being late: Family was nagging
13. Something you'd shout: Fuck (well i do swear when extremely agitated. so.. *shrughs*)
14. A movie title: Free Willy!
15. Something you drink: Fruit juice
16. A musical group: Fort Minor
17. An animal: Ferret
18. A street name: Fleet Street (HAH!)
19. A type of car: Ford
20. The title of a song: For the beauty of the earth (that came to mind. *shrughs*)
pachie appeared at 1:39 PM
is this what I really wanted?is this what i really wanted?
it must have been naive of me to think that things wouldn't change after my outburst.
really, how naive of me.
communication has gone down (wasn't that my purpose?)
snugs have gone down (which i miss)
now sitting here thinking about things.
is this really what i wanted?
i tried to retract the damage done. but as people said, what's done is done.
and now i'm hurting myself more than i wanted to be hurt. as much as i retracted to stop the hurt, the initial damage is already done.
i'm such an idiot. as always.
totally.
and so here i am giving the answer to the question, "is this really what i wanted?"
pachie appeared at 10:33 AM
Happy? Pissed? Happy? Pissed? Oh make up your mind woman!Hey!!!!
Sorry to people who have been trying to read my posts (actually nobody), only to see no updates (which... don't think people really care!)... Been real busy lately (okay. so i'm monologue-ing to myself. either that or i'm being schizo)
Had 2 tests for HRM1 =) 20/20 and 19/20 (considering that the 2nd test, i didn't study... and was watching anime and anime the whole weekend. LOL) Pretty happy with what i got =)
HOWEVER!!!!!!!!!!!! *inserts explicit mutterings and cursings* some woman had to defame me because i had such high marks. *rolls eyes* so much for not having experience. i'll shove my resume and experience down her throat. rawr. >=( *tempted to sue for defamation* but i'm nice. very nice. i'll just ignore her. and continue to ignore her.
Darling dearest Davida snapped at that ogre (changed her name upon the request of my darling dearest Ftan) several times today. Rawr!! And darling dearest Davida lent me her NDS =D Yay!!!!! Finished Prologue & Chapt 1 of Revenant Wings =D Fun.... =D... Maybe I should get NDS after all. hohoho... erm. hmm... LOL
Seminar was good too. Though have a feeling that, the people I interacted with, still has no idea what Acappuccino is about. HAHAHAHA... Oh well... *shrughs* hahaha...
pachie appeared at 11:25 PM
...i quote:
“I disagree. That’s not all it is. I watched you two together. You move together, it’s like you’re in tune with what the other needs or feelings. You guys moved like you were one. That kind of chemistry only happens when two people are meant for each other.”
pachie appeared at 9:24 PM
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pachie appeared at 6:02 PM
Wishing you a Merry Christmas and a Happy New YearHi all!
I was just remembering I was singing this 12 days of Christmas (pachie version), to Sticky (aka Stanley) the other day. Somewhere along the lines were and a gigantic yellow big pooh bear. HAHAHA...
Which I got it from Seok. Love love. Lazy to take pics. Though I'm supposed to like webcam and show Derrick the big pooh... and all my pooh goodies
Had another pooh beanie plushie thing from Fiona.. absolute cuteness =D good as armrest for typing actually. Comfortable. Haha..
Anyway, dinner was good. Absolutely love. Loved the ham. (and i wonder where's the remainder of the ham =( )
Last night was... well... erm... hahaha. okay... erm... okay la. Learnt Soleram. Just that note tuning for E and F has problem (as always. so irritating)... I don't know why. Derrick said it's coz it's my vocal bridge? But what he noted on the paper, the bridge = different? *blinks*
Anyway, my range is shifting lower. OMG. LOL. Don't know if it's a good thing or not. Probably is i guess.
I'm so tired. Gonna sleep more.
pachie appeared at 12:35 PM
exhaustionno, not talking about physical exhaustion. a person doesn't just comprise of their physical body. they are also comprised of their mental & psychological "body" coupled with emotional "body".
i'm just psychologically and emotionally tired. somewhat, i think i harbour two-selves. those who really know me long enough, knows that at times, i have pachie and fanella talking within me at times. one, who roleplays the angel, the other who roleplays the devil. i think it's occured in the same way as how it did with Fumika in Shigofumi. (i.e. D.I.D... the cause is somewhat similar too)
pachie's like fumi... fanella's the mika... if u take away pachie, all you have is this bitchy hot-tempered depressed fanella... maybe... that's good having pachie around... but pachie's this.... whiney always smiley person... that's somewhat irritating... okay. not somewhat... very...
and beneath it all... i'm just one selfish prat... i wana demand for things to go right for me. just once. go right for me...
i tell u... most likely in 2009... acappuccino would most likely have to find another alto... and most likely i'll end up relinquishing my "hold" on the choir...
and most likely i'll either not be around, or just go on anti-depressants...
i'm just probably breaking down... no idea.... just getting more broken....
k... before i get even more depressed... i'll just go off and stop blogging...
oh... yeah... lifu's back from hk
Michael has put on 1.5kg. says (2:31 AM):
There was a really sad story on Yahoo! (http://news.yahoo.com/s/nm/20081216/od_uk_nm/oukoe_uk_japan_party_odd;_ylt=Aqap8oZxBSeEW0H8j8l5Zl7tiBIF) yesterday about a Japanese man who died because of a freak accident at his retirement party. He worked hard until age 60, but when his colleagues threw him in the air as celebration, nobody caught him on his way down. As a result, the man damaged his neck and back bone and lived the last 10 months of his life completely paralyzed. The wife is filing a gross negligence claim against the 40 coworkers who were there at the incident.
pachie - emotional & psychological exhaustion... says (2:31 AM):
O.o omg....
poor guy
Michael has put on 1.5kg. says (2:32 AM):
pple are assholesw
wanna be part of the fun
dun wan responsibility
no one catch him
pachie - emotional & psychological exhaustion... says (2:32 AM):
basket
Michael has put on 1.5kg. says (2:32 AM):
they deserve to be sued la
pachie appeared at 12:16 AM
pooh drawings rake in moolah!!!here
see how much pooh drawings rake in? pooh =) love. pooh.
pachie appeared at 1:27 PM
under the sea~ subarashii~
and ofc, i would love to do it a cappella ver with the choir/acappuccino
pachie appeared at 7:21 PM
Women~Ah. This is what i got from reading Nive's post on facebook. =) Interesting stuff really.
"Whatever you give a woman, she will make greater. If you give her sperm, she'll give you a baby. If you give her a house, she'll give you a home. If you give her groceries, she'll give you a meal. If you give her a smile, she'll give you her heart. She multiplies and enlarges what is given to her. So, if you give her any crap, be ready to receive a ton of shit.”
Females' multiplication rule, no?
Just had a nights out with my girls last night. Oh, damn. Conversation was hilarious. Memory creation again. And ofc, another pile up of tales we could tell the kids of both Ji & Fung. Both of them are starting to think of marrying and having kids and stuff... While both Fiona & I will continue to enjoy singlehood =) I don't think i'll end up marrying anyway. Hahaha.
Too bad I didn't take any pictures of what we had for dinner last night. But in anycase, we ate at Ji's restaurant, Haebok's Korean Restaurant. Now located at Furama Hotel, Chinatown, on the 3rd floor next to the lift.
Food's good. Atmostphere's good. To top it off with an a cappella ver of Happy Birthday and Cookies' & Cream Swensen's birthday cake.
Just finished watching Accuracy of Death too. Good show. =)
pachie appeared at 6:49 PM
handwriting analysis...this is like... almost... 95 - 99% true. lol.... okay. maybe 99.5% even... hahaha...
Fanella uses judgment to make decisions. She is ruled by her head, not her heart. She is a cool, collected person who is usually unexpressive emotionally. Some may see her as unemotional. She does have emotions but has no need to express them. She is withdrawn into herself and enjoys being alone.
People that write their letters in an average height and average size are moderate in their ability to interact socially. According to the data input, Fanella doesn't write too large or too small, indicating a balanced ability to be social and interact with others.
Fanella will demand respect and will expect others to treat her with honor and dignity. Fanella believes in her ideas and will expect other people to also respect them. She has a lot of pride.
Fanella is secretive. She has secrets which she does not wish to share with others. She intentionally conceals things about herself. She has a private side that she intends to keep that way, especially concerning certain events in her past.
Diplomacy is one of Fanella's best attributes. She has the ability to say what others want to hear. She can have tact with others. She has the ability to state things in such a way as to not offend someone else. Fanella can disagree without being disagreeable.
In reference to Fanella's mental abilities, she has a very investigating and creating mind. She investigates projects rapidly because she is curious about many things. She gets involved in many projects that seem good at the beginning, but she soon must slow down and look at all the angles. She probably gets too many things going at once. When Fanella slows down, then she becomes more creative than before. Since it takes time to be creative, she must slow down to do it. She then decides what projects she has time to finish. Thus she finishes at a slower pace than when she started the project.
Fanella's true self-image is unreasonably low. Someone once told Fanella that she wasn't a great and beautiful person, and she believed them. Fanella also has a fear that she might fail if she takes large risks. Therefore she resists setting her goals too high, risking failure. She doesn't have the internal confidence that frees her to take risks and chance failure. Fanella is capable of accomplishing much more than she is presently achieving. All this relates to her self-esteem. Fanella's self-concept is artificially low. Fanella will stay in a bad situation much too long... why? Because she is afraid that if she makes a change, it might get worse. It is hard for Fanella to plan too far into the future. She kind of takes things on a day to day basis. She may tell you her dreams but she is living in today, with a fear of making a change. No matter how loud she speaks, look at her actions. This is perhaps the biggest single barrier to happiness people not believing in and loving themselves. Fanella is an example of someone living with a low self-image, because their innate self-confidence was broken.
Fanella is sarcastic. This is a defense mechanism designed to protect her ego when she feels hurt. She pokes people harder than she gets poked. These sarcastic remarks can be very funny. They can also be harsh, bitter, and caustic at the same time.
Fanella has a temper. She uses this as a defense mechanism when she doesn't understand how to handle a situation. Temper is a hostile trait used to protect the ego. Temper can be a negative personality trait in the eyes of those around her.
Fanella is very self-sufficient. She is trying not to need anyone. She is capable of making it on her own. She probably wants and enjoys people, but she doesn't "need" them. She can be a loner.
Something is incomplete in Fanella's life. She feels frustration relating to her physical needs and desires. Somewhere in her life there is some disappointment, non-fulfillment, and interruption. This is very likely to relate to Fanella's sexual needs.
Fanella exaggerates about everything that has a physical nature. Although she may not intend to deceive or mislead, she blows things way out of proportion because that is the way she views them. She will be a good story teller. This exaggeration relates to all areas of her material world. Fanella allows many people into her life because she is accepting and trusting. She is sometimes called gullible by her friends. That only really means that she trusts too many people. Fanella has a vivid imagination.
For a graphologist, the spacing on the page reflects the writer's attitude toward their own world and relationship to things in his or her own space. If the inputted data was correct Fanella has left lots of white space on the all four borders of the paper. Fanella fills up just the center area of the page. If this is true, then Fanella has a particular shyness toward people and a fear of moving too fast in any direction. In some cultures, respecting people, rules, and adhering to protocol are ways of life.
pachie appeared at 1:20 AM
OMG OMG OMGOMG OMG OMG
*spasms*
pachie appeared at 3:38 AM
...I'm kicking myself pretty hard. I just passed up a chance to get a new laptop.
I'm sure people will react in such a way "huh???????? why?????" which was what I had from both Lifu & Derrick.
Simple reason: I can't even pay 10% of it. What more 50%?
Why? That one, I don't need to answer. Unless really prodded. I don't want people to feel guilty. It's my own decisions, my own choices. Hence, I'll just kick myself over and over again. Enough said.
Threw away my own chances... Oh well...
Opportunity cost.
pachie appeared at 11:43 PM
Embarking on a new journey...Hi all!
Exams are over, for both myself and my girls. =) Yay. This calls for a heartfelt celebration. Partay partay partay! Haha.
As we wrap up this part of the journey, we embark on another. They'll have a break before going on to their 2nd sem, while I'll start on my new class in Jan in SHRI. Sadly, because of module clashes with my dad's classes, I'll only be able to graduate in May 2010. Which kindda disrupts my 5 year plans. Doesn't matter. 2010 grad, 2010 start degree. The most if intake only starts later part of the year, then june onwards find a temp job for a couple of months and earn some cash to feed myself.
Speaking about cash, that reminds me of certain things. I should cut down loans. Haha... Either that or impose compound interest. Interesting eh? Maybe. But i'm not that evil. Haha.
Alright. Going off, gonna prep for bed. Prac tomorrow. Yippie. =)
pachie appeared at 11:23 PM
another wishlistposting another wishlist of things i will never receive or never get. or will never end up buying for myself, coz that just doesn't happen. and this is in no particular order anyway
1) i want a felicia blue psp
2) i want an hp tx 2088
3) i want a SE xperia 1
4) i want an ipod classic 120gb
5) i want to go disneyland
6) i wana get the whole belgariad & mallorean & dreamers series + belgarath
7) i wana get a new bookshelf, a proper one btw.
8) i wana get a stagea custom
that's all i can think of atm. amongst my list of many many things.
maybe i should try that hypnotherapy thing that lifu asked me to try.
pachie appeared at 1:35 AM
Self indulgenceHey all =)
Currently in the middle of exams at the moment. In anycase, can't wait for sushi next week. =) Yum yum. Hungry hippo! Haha. Okay, wrong depiction but still. Sushi and snuggles. What more? I'm a happy person. =)
That would satisfy my cravings of okonomiyaki, fried hotate, chawanmushi, potato korokke. Haha. Hungry.
Just finish watching Detective Conan: Full Score of Fear. I envy the singers/musicians with perfect pitch. Although I can sense variance in pitch, but I still can't name the notes exactly to the corresponding notes in scale. Haha. Fail. But oh well... Not to mention, the movie actually covers certain other aspects of movies. Good stuff.
And another reason for me to oogle at Shinichi (FYI, Kudo Shinichi = Detective Conan). He can play the violin (okay, not much of being able to play the violin). Has perfect pitch. A damn intelligent guy who can make damn good deductions. A world apart from guys who constantly depend on false assumptions. Hahaha. =) <3 Shinichi. Haha.
pachie appeared at 12:22 PM
The Gospellers - HitoriThe translation:
I haven't said "I love you" lately
Because I've truly begun to love you
There is a small light of the future in your eyes
It's painful and lovely, I take it in
I promised you only one thing
That we wouldn't be apart again
I walk on for one person only
So that you won't have to hear
Another sad song again
This is a wonderful feeling
You, who have followed your other dreams
Are by my side now
You didn't trust me in March
Tears hurriedly overflowed
You began to forgive me in May
The feelings dissolved into the summer
I promised you only one thing
That we wouldn't be apart again
I walk on for one person only
So that you won't have to hear
Another sad song again
I fell in love with you before, but now
You're a completely different person
This quietly, and with this much passion
I love you
I promised you only one thing
That we wouldn't be apart again
I walk on for one person only
So that you won't have to hear
Another sad song again
pachie appeared at 11:22 PM
Oyster boy; clamshell girl?Blogging this offline gonna post it when DSL gets up again.
Tim Burton's Oyster Boy made me think of myself as Clamshell Girl. Haha. Not much of storyline plot. But more of the literal meaning.
Looking at all the problems and times I've been running to people and having them cheer me up. I think I should stop depending much on them anymore. I feel bad, each time I'm put down by certain people, I have to run to certain individuals, e.g. ftan, ji & pooh bear for emotional support. especially the latter for snug snugs... Seriously, if i were to be in their shoes, I think they're probably sick and tired of hearing me going through the same thing over and over again.
Natra did ever tell me I'm probably the strongest girl she knows. I don't know really. Apart from that strong independent exterior facade that I put on, I'm really quite a dependent person. I like depending on people that I'm very close to. Too dependent probably I think. Not only dependent. I'm sticky too. I stick a lot to my close friends. Irritating right? I guess. Although people say they don't mind. I think that's because they're just trying to be nice to me...
Don't know. Maybe i should clam up after all to save others the trouble of having to deal with me. Don't you agree? Yeah.
pachie appeared at 1:56 AM
cute
pachie appeared at 1:44 AM
pachie, pachie the pooh bear!

Don't you bring me down today...Yesterday was a very bad day. But doesn't matter. In anycase, dad's practicing double standards it seems. Doesn't matter as long as he doesn't pull out from actually agreeing to take my Bach @ Curtin/Loughborough. And well, it just means i'll be having a PS3 anyway. Since he bought the original Assassin's Creed for fei zai already.
Monday, October 27, 2008
lol?Derrick asked me to change blog address for a while, but why should I? It's my blog. Why should I just change it to facilitate someone's decision? Ofc, I'll leave the name of the someone unknown.
Saturday, October 25, 2008
Tuesday, October 21, 2008
Thursday, October 16, 2008
woke up, reply, sleep, repeat, study, sleepTold you it was all “used to be”
Wednesday, October 15, 2008
Whatever it is, as long as i can still go on with my Bach Deg plans, I'm happy.
pachie appeared at 12:53 AM
Importance of trust...This song pretty much sums up what I've been feeling towards a particular person... Ice queen exterior needed, no? Don't know. I just care too much about others for my own good. Forgive, forgiven, forgave. But yet, still... Oh well. Anyway, for your viewing pleasure. This song kindda struck me while I was watching HSM2 while at my gran's just now.
pachie appeared at 12:43 AM
In anycase, go look at this: http://aspirin92.files.wordpress.com/2008/10/aaeu6.gif <--- This is hilarious. For people who still remember their ww2 history, it's a hilarious way of putting it. =)
And off i go again. Xperia's out for viewing tomorrow apparently =)
pachie appeared at 12:19 AM
/ignore? ignore? blocked?!?!hohoho. merry christmas. no wait. christmas is still 2 months away. i'm just 2 months early.... but no harm getting in the mood first right? haha
anyway, as for the topic today "/ignore? ignore? blocked?!?!" is due to the realisation of the noticeable amount of people on my blocked list. ofc, those people, i blocked for a reason. 1) plain annoying 2) cannot get along with at all and don't see the need to keep in contact nor even try to get along with and 3) just simply plain annoying. 4) did i mention annoying again?
i will not state who's being blocked or not. in anycase, people who know me well enough should know who are the people i've blocked. lol....
and ofc, this is excluding the list of people i've left behind since 2005. LOL... that's another huge list of people that i don't want to keep in contact with. but ofc, the past keeps catching up and biting myself in the ass... that's bad. think sooner or later i'll have too many bite marks on my ass. =( okay. bad image.
just another 1 week odd, and i'll be sitting for exams. should i say, this is just another 'deja vu'. oh speaking of deja vus, i had this dream last night! it involves a damn good kisser who is so darn good looking and is an ang moh, with a damn nice body. ofc, it's just a dream. damn too bad, i can't do a screenshot of dreams. hoho. and seok says it's because i'm sexually frustrated, and it's a good thing that we women don't have anything to show the whole world we're in sexual need. or so she says. LOL.
oh well. gonna sleep. nitez =)
pachie appeared at 1:33 AM
^^Rajaton's album: Rajaton sings ABBA with Lahti Symphonic Orchestra, just made my day, no matter how tired I was.
It's that good. =) Really. Haha... Falling in love with "Chiquitita" all over again. =)
pachie appeared at 11:26 PM
Teamwork"When I was young, I joined the choir. You can't really tell, right? Choir is not all about just singing well. First, you have to learn the song. Then you need to practice each session. By the way, I am a tenor. You need to listen to each part when practicing with the whole group in order to have an image of what it sounds like as a whole. Then you must be in sync with the conductor. It's really challenging. But really, the flight industry is really similar. The airport is not all just about the controls. You always have to be aware of what's going on. What do people need, and what to do when a situation changes. Of course, you also need each and every cabin attendant's knowledge and mutual cooperation. When everyone sings together, the harmony will be beautiful. It will be good if i can hear all of you sing together." - Captain Sakurada from Attention Please.
pachie appeared at 8:25 PM
Never listened, never did
Blinded by what you think would be
Latching on, suffocating me
Save me from hell
Let me get away
Let me just walk away from you
Save ourselves from misery
Chorus:
You’re being
Bounded by your insecurities
Holding on to what was never there
Hanging by a thread
You’re being
Bounded by your fears and worries
Thinking what you thought was true
Hanging by a thread
Feelings deep inside
Screaming at me to tell you
Never did, never will, never would be
Lying was never part of me
Save me from hell
Let me get away
Let me just walk away from you
Save ourselves the misery
Chorus:
You’re being
Bounded by your insecurities
Holding on to what was never there
Hanging by a thread
You’re being
Bounded by your fears and worries
Thinking what you thought was true
Hanging by a thread
Obligations
Pulled me through
Now it’s over
I don’t need you
Repeat chorus
pachie appeared at 10:43 AM
insightfultoday's conversation is rather insightful. i realised how little i actually know about a particular someone. lol. then again, i know that person another different scale. but what was said in the convo today made a lot of sense that i actually might believe it.
anyway, work's tiring today. overstretched. lucky i have the next few days off to recuperate & study.
pachie appeared at 1:24 AM